Am I enough?
For my family?
To never give them grandchildren.To never give them nieces and nephews.
For my in-laws?
To never give their son a chance to be a father.To never show them my abilities to be a good mother.
For my friends?
To never be able to really understand what they go through.
To not be able to give advice or have advice be taken seriously because I was never a mother.To their kids, to never really get to know them and to always harbor a little bit of sadness when I am around them.
For my God?
To not do what I was made to do.To always have a bit of question or doubt in His plan for us.
For myself?
To live this life without being a mother.To truly be happy for others as I watch their families grow.
To not live in regret.To not harbor any anger, hurt, jealousy.To remain strong in my faith.To be happy.
With myself,just as I am.For the rest of my life...... Am I enough?
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